Week 3, IN THE BOOKS

That's right, I've finished week 3. I made it through. It was a tough week and a half but I feel like I'm doing okay today. Don't get me wrong, it is still extremely tough for someone who is sooooo unfit. And I am still bored to death on a treadmill, but mentally speaking today was much better.  I still don't understand why self doubt has to be such a pain in my ass, or why she can't work with me to see this thing through. But today I am proud of the fact that I keep getting up every training day morning at 6am and trudging off to the gym.  I should also add that I've had a bit of extra added stress in my life lately, which I can not share here on this blog becuz it's not mine to share, but I'm also proud that under this kind of stress I'm proud to be able to keep soldiering on, that's not really my style. I prefer to eat and sleep my way through stress. {I'm betting that's how I got this fat in the first place!} So, things they are a changing.  I still overindulged in the chocolate this week, well mostly those blasted Cadbury eggs, but I stopped at only 1 egg most days and on my worst day I had 2{and a few mini eggs} but I stopped myself from eating an entire 5 pack box of them, which I am completely capable of doing!!!!! So now the decision lingers... start week 4, or do week 3 again, just to make sure I'm ready. Today I feel that I might take on week 4, if it's too rough, I'll drop back and do week 4 again, but I am reminded of this statement  "NO one ever thinks they are ready, you just gotta try it!" {from Maddy, my very wise, 19yr old daughter, who's strength and determination never ceases to amaze me}

Today we go do a little shopping, with some friends. For me it's bra's!! WOOHOOO! Now that sounds like fun, huh?!?!?!?!?  But even the girls need to be taken care of!!