I was just starting to feel good about how I looked, I mean 35lbs is a lot to lose, right!!! Don't get me wrong, there is a looooooonnnnnnnggggg way to go before I'm looking good, but still, it's a vast improvement. I've bought a few new items of clothing, and just yesterday I thought to myself "Yeah, this isn't soooo bad, if I never lose any more, I can live with the way I look. I'm feeling WAY better, that's the important thing!!" Well, if you've ever wondered if the Universe is listening, I have the answer... YES!!! I have proof!!!
I got to the gym today and the treadmill I prefer {becuz there is no mirror and the wall is right next to it, in case I fall off!!} isn't working. I tried a different plug in, which usually works, NOT today!!! I blew a breaker, and half the lights went out in the room, and the fan quit. Oopppsy! The treadmill directly next to it, is junk, even when it works, it sucks! I'm forced to make my way down to the only one left in the room... DIRECTLY in FRONT of the BIG ASS MIRROR!!! Yep!! 30+ minutes of being forced to stare at my own flabby fat legs, and my gut, bulging over my pants. I also realize as I am nearing the 2 mile mark, I'm sweating a lot. I mean I knew I sweat, but when you can see it in the mirror, holy crap!!!
I'm pretty sure that the life lesson here was...
"DO NOT get COMPLACENT !!! You do NOT look GOOD, yet, and contrary to what you believe, you can NOT live with THIS!!!"
As well as...
"You may think you are feeling way better, but you wouldn't be sweating buckets, if you were really fit!!"
Yep, more UGLY life lessons, learned the hard way!! Thanks Universe for speaking up and reminding me!!!
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