I DONT WANNA!!!

I DON'T WANNA!!! 

(Add in stomping feet, arms and hair flailing, full on tantrum like a 2yr old)

I DONT WANNA!!! I DONT WANNA!!! I DONT WANT TO DO IT!!!!!!

I don't wanna get up at 5am

I don't wanna run on that stupid treadmill

I don't wanna exercise at all

I don't wanna put down the bag of chips

I don't wanna stop eating Cadbury eggs

I don't wanna cook healthy meals

I don't wanna eat healthy

I don't wanna work hard to be fit

I don't wanna work hard to lose this next 40lbs

I don't wanna count my calories

I don't wanna scheduled my day around a trip to the stupid gym

I don't wanna continue to stay motivated

I don't wanna keep fighting the battles in my mind, with that psycho bitch who keeps trying to defeat me

UGH!!!!

I don't wanna wear a coat anymore

I don't wanna wear my boots anymore 

I don't wanna be cold anymore

WHEW!!! That was an impressive rant, huh!?!?!?

I just want everything to come easy for a change!!! People say, you can't appreciate something you haven't worked hard to get, but I think they're wrong! I'd sure like to give it a try!!! 

I'm just so sick of winter, sure we've had a couple nice days, but we all know summer is still a long ways off!!! 

Now, I'm gonna suck it up and stop whining like a little baby bitch!!! I'm gonna try to get my head right!! I have less than 2 months to get myself bikini ready!!!! BAHAHAHA WAHAWAHAHA!!! Okay, maybe my goal is just, look acceptable in a pair of {fairly long} shorts!